Today just sucks! I am normally pretty darn good about keeping everything cool, calm, and perfectly collected. Today, however is a different story!
I am stressed, I'm not going to lie! First it was my toilet, it went to the crapper (bad pun, but it's my toilet so I will say what I want about it!). I have four inches of water on my bathroom floor! My poor dog just wanted to play in the water! I had to go to work to deal with the billion of dust bunnies that we have been collecting for some reason, and maitence wouldn't come out...STUPID!! I tried everything, even calling my daddy who not only lives across Canada, but also the united states! I don't know what I thought he could do for me, but I called laughing hysterically until the laughs turned into sobbing! And I don't cry, so I am not sure what that was all about!!!!
The big bosses at work are coming up here tomorrow, to say I am nervous is an understatement! Brian, not so nervous about that, as long as you get him talking about himself its all good, but I have never met the other one and she is three down from the top of the chain! Oh and we are all supposed to go out to dinner on Wednesday, how do I do that and look professional? I don't want to look like a super picky eater, or even worse, a fat anorexic! I can't see misled ordering a salad hot the carrots, cheese, crotons, most meat, and oh yeah the dressing! Ordering a glass of water really isn't going to work either, that's just as bad!
On top of all of this, I have been trying to stay positive about the not eating, you know, anything, but enough is enough! I am young! I want to be able to live life! My friends quit inviting me out because they know my life is so limited now! I have been trying to be so positive about all of it, but it's so hard! I think tonight I am going to throw myself a pity party in my new pool, you know my bathroom floor!!
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